Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Never Again

The nightlight of my dark cove, that plastic bulb illuminating

Barbie’s smile flickered

it’s last breath, many many nights ago…

Chalkboard inspired wallpaper,

and Mickey Mouse

covers beneath

mother’s green quilt, purple

plums and pink persimmons, a

quilted garden

like the sun above blazing heat,

moments found me lying
underneath its
peace.

Nineteen years later,

the colors bled through

the blistering sun and upon

your triple fighting heart, an

attack, your masculine fragileness

lost.

They always ask why I won’t let go.

Why must an unresponsive childhood lie

broken in the midst of time’s habitual

movement?

I answer

fathers, they always lie. Love refuses such ill thoughts.

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